haix so emo today
dunno why oso
haix
tmr nobody can go or wan to go library with me
haix
i wan cry le la
=(
really
i mean it

haix
anyway
yesterday was a holi for students becuz of hari raya
so yesterday at home slack n play com whole day lor
haix
oso very sian 1 la
den today went to sch
got back eng paper 1 results
failed by 3 marks leh wa lau=(
but i expected it la
was a bit informal
nvm
art i tot sure fail de
since i didnt do wad i actually planned
but at least i passed hehe^^
however the long awaited n scary maths which i've been wanting to get back
was unavailable until last min
near the end of the day
sian rite?
everybody get back n still have to wait anxiously
haiyo
very jin zhang lor
anyway
this paper everybody did well^^
even charmaine
so i doubt will fail
i will really cry my heart out if i do
wouldnt want to live anymore
since life isnt wad it used to be

haix
ok i will try not to emo anymore tonight
i'm juz more sad now tat there is stress in the family
abt going to the states
which every1 in the family agreed to go after my o lvls
but now it seems tables have turned
n we might have to go next year
haix
dun wan think abt it le la
i dun wan things to get worse at home becuz of this
god help me plz...
haix
ok la bye ppl...